that's life~

Life is funny, isn't it? just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get exited about it and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the path change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west and you're lost! It is easy to lose your way, to lose direction..
There aren't many sure things in life, but one things I do know is that you have to deal with the consequences of your actions. you have to follow though on some things.
that's life!!
BUT please remember that ...
life is hard-- so what???
It's hard for everyone, isn't it? anyone who says it's easy is a liar.

开怀大笑

=D

记得

我决定了
放棄你。。
不容易，但我會努力
不想再受傷，
不想再因為你對她的在意，
而傻傻的痛哭流淚了..

不过，也请你听着
如果不是真的，就別再假裝對我好。
請你，別對我太溫柔.....
別讓我覺得自己是特別的
我以為你是在乎我的，
我真的那樣以為著....
但原來，是我想太多.. :)

總是那麼懦弱，總是那麼容易退縮。

我不敢勇於追求，
當我發現他有更好的人選時，
我能做的，不是追逐，而是默默退出..

我，
打从现在
不会再对你有任何的期望！
因为我知道 不可能。。
张雪莉，请你记得你所说的话！

不应该

你! 不应该对我说这些话！
因为你！让我开始乱乱遐想！
想那些有的没的！
明明就是没有！
可是就因为你的一句话！
让我开始。。。
我 无药可救了！
不过，
我答应。。
绝不会太过分！！
真的不会！！

random

我,可以每天都向她这样??

有点不可能..但希望吧! =)

18 !!

i'm a 18 years old girl right now !!!
so, being a 18 years girl should..
be more mature?
be more discipline?
or even more serious toward everything??
but in my mind..
is nothing special to be change in my mind..
for me..
i'll continue doing childish thing..
and so on.. haha!
all the best for me in my 18's life !! =)

=)

a BIG smile for you toon shirley!! =D
nothing is impossible !!!

无言

无法用现在的心情来形容。。
失落？失望？伤心？还是应该庆幸？
我，要的到底是什么？
自己也不知道。。
只怕自己越陷越深，再也爬不起来。。
我，应该怎么做？
神啊，救救我吧！
明明不可能，可偏偏发生在我身上。。
算了！不用再想那么多了。。
需要冷静。。
一切顺其自然 ！
现在除了无言，还是无言～

ghost !

olalala~ it's a new experience for me again!
because of my school curriculum's club, we guys had organized haunted house..
wahahaha~ unbelievable that i did it !! yeah ~
now only realise being a ghost, u will be feeling very happy when peoples are scared by ghost !! it's so fun ! haha
in that haunted house, i'm a girl that holding a scary baby~
enjoy those pic~ =)

camp

last wed & Thursday, went for a school camp..
as people said, went camp really let me gain lots of new experience..
in this camp also let me have a lots of 1st time..
the 1st time i walked under rain without shoes..
1st time kayak..
1st time being the most "chun" person..
1st time take part in explorers..
1st time sleep in doom..
and also the 1st time kiss the snake !!!


flood..




the doom that i stayed..


all "chun" girl laugh like crazy people~


the snake that i kissed !!!


capture with there de penghulu.. group 3 yeah ~

hard.. but still have to go~

although is hard, tough, but i still have to go..
there's no way i give up !!!!
step by step and until the end, a wonderful sky belongs to me~ =)
GAMBATEH !!!!!!!!!

form 6

well, really long time din post at here d.. it's time to update~
recently, start my new life, that is form 6.
ya, i had choose form 6 for my further study and the only way for me to get into local university.
although that is not really i want, but as i said.. ''once decide, no regret!!''
1st of the week when i go for form 6, that's orientation week for us.
we have to do the firefly costum and to wear it during the orientation week.
some say cute, but some say suffer..
but for me, both feeling also got~
haahh~ that's the costum of mine.. =)

advanture day

well, nowadays no work. but can say that very also got activities or outing with friends. today went bukit cahaya with buddies and 1st plan to cycle there surroundings (main thing is i dono how to cycle. xD) but at least, we guys decide go for the skytrex that's something new and adventure. firstly, i'm so scared for that. but, i still have force to accept it.. haiz..
the skytrex have 3 circuit to choose. and we choose the middle difficult circuit, that is called 'big thrill'. well, there is 26 thrilling challenges inside there. the 1st challenge is have to climb up the height of 14m's leader. it;s the first time i climb so high. so scared and nervous for it..
by this skytrex, got my very 1st time to try for the flying fox. woohoo.. the flying fox was COOL!! at the 1st flying fox, i scared untill need others to push me down!! shame right? xD but truthly, the feel when wanna going down was so scary..
today totally tired. but it's really a advanture day. it's a great day although my hand had some some injury when play that game. fun and cool although i'm all the way screaming when playing.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

time to say bye

well, pass of the few months i've been working..
work as a teacher.. unbelievable right? xD
work at there about 3 months..
not really short or not really a long time.
work at there,really can let me learnt many things.
but after working,the things that i realised is..
study always better than working. =)
when me as a student, always think that wanna faster gradurate.
but after gradurate, feel that back to the schooling life better.
crazy right? haha
but somethings that unexpected is,
i cant believe that when i want to leave from my working place,
still got some students give me some farewell's gift.
wow, that's make me feel touching..







thank you all of you,my student.
feel glad that i had teach you all before.
all the best for all of your future. =)

belated..

i know that it's going to end of april..
but no choice..
now i'm only free to post on here~
and now.. i have to say
a very happy belated birthday
to you~ Than shue xin xD
sorry for that late~ hehe..

new lifestyle ~

after took my salary.. bought something new..
firstly.. a new padini handbag
secondly.. a story book that can let me learn better
thirdly and also lastly.. a new spec !!!
a new spec = a new study life..
although i haven't start my school life..

but i'm PREPARE TO..

time to say bye with my old spec~ =)

life is easy.. so just BE MYSELF ~!!

虚伪的面具

现在的人，就好比是四川的变脸师傅，每天都在带着不同的面具，人前人后一个样的在过活...
只要他没撕下戴着的那一张面具，你永远不知道他背后还有多少张面具在隐藏着...



戴着面具，
到底是为了什么？
是为了隐藏背后的真实自己？
是为了不让亲友们担心自己？
是为了不让别人看穿自己的懦弱？
是为了不让别人发现自己的弱点？
还是为了掩饰自己算计别人的心机？

变脸师傅变脸比眨眼还快，现在的人则翻脸比翻书还快……
真不明白..双面人真的那么好当吗？？

朋友

朋友能够彼此相遇，相聚，实在是场缘分。
朋友，可以为你分忧愁，为你解决痛苦和困难·。
朋友，只有真心才能换来最可贵的知心友情。=）

错的人

我太笨。。
明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
可能。。
在爱里面这样算笨
可能。。
永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
但我相信有点可能。。。

习惯

我想，
是时候要习惯。。

习惯一个人。。。
习惯不再去学校玩闹的日子。。
习惯朋友们都不在身边的时候。。
习惯踏入社会工作。。。
习惯当开fb的chat box时里面没有他。。
习惯玩游戏时，没有他送的'picnic basket'。。

习惯。。。我应该要习惯了。。。。。。

happy new year

say bye to 2010.. hi to 2011
say bye to 17.. hi to 18~ =)